dilema

i like this one gurl..but im nt sure if she felt that way too..i hope she is..im a bit confuse..whether she like me or not..i cnt read her mind..shes one of a kind..and a beautiful one too..at least give me a sign..a sign that i'll knew you like me or not.. THE END

a trip back home

last night i take a bus to home for a first time..the journey is about 9 hours trip..its a long long journey.. -.- it was fun at first..n my friend got a new friend in the bus..haha..a friend with a kelantanist..wow.. :D everytime the bus stops..me n my friends hang out with our new friend..hahaha..how amusing..i slept for about 4 hours then my back was hurt..like an old man..maybe im old? :P but along the journey,the funniest part is me n my friend chasing the bus because the bus was leaving us..haha..memories to tell. THE END

fasting month

a lot has happen in this month..theres up n downs..pressure,pain,sad,happy,betrayed..some of my batch is breaking up..byk btul masalah ade.. -.- hmm..wat to do..its fasting right?everyone is not in a good mood..including me..always in the bad mood..my head as if gonna explode..too many probs..sick of it..da la ade exam..grrr....n dnt have time to study laaaa...dgn puasa lg..aaaaaaaaaaa...tension2..sometimes..i really need someone..someone who can relieve my pain..n makes my lyfe more happy n relaxing..long i've waited for this person but she never came.. -.-
-the end-

kelantan

its been about 2 months i've been at kelantan..its kinda fun here..got new friends,environment n all that..bt im still getting used to it..nothing much got it kelantan..as long as here has shisha n snooker n a freaking mall..haha...i've passed my ppl exam..so relieved..n nw im sitting another exam..dcat..woah..im kinda scared...for about less than 2 weeks more... -.- bt i cnt wait till raya..merdeka is a public holiday in kelantan..then i got to go homee...emm..home sweet home.. :) n i met my friends...i miss them damn much..i was so freaking happy i got to see them coz its about 4 months i didnt see them...they all change to a better person..n all in diff courses.. :) im glad to see them coz i missed them so much..i think that is my story for the day..coz im gonna hang out with my friends nw..bye~ ;)

new life

new life..new purpose..new goal..living a new life at kelantan..got new friends there..quite crazy friends.. :) the place is quite nice..although its a long way n hard to go..but i wont give up to live up my dream..i miss my old friends though..i miss them a lot..although my life kinda down now..but life must go on right?i try to pull myself together n continue my lyfe..my friends always support me..give me strength to live up my lyfe..i really hope to find the one i've been searching for n able to forget wat is past..

played

i taught theres something special between us..bt my taught was wrong..our relationship was a fake..all was a fake..including you..i really hate you right now..seriusly..all that tears from your eyes..all was a fake..you was just an actor..who just played me..n im just a toy for you..pakai buang..u noe that i wait for you for a long time?u dnt right?bcoz ur so blind..everytime i call..u mesti ckp 'i busy laa..call blk later'..then call..tgk2 x angkt..EVERYTIME OK?!wtf?u tau x i jauh2 sanggup call u..bt u bwat cm2..da la x contact i langsung..x peduli lansung psl i..wats ur problem???BUANG KREDIT AKU JE..seriusly..i da ssh gle nk syg someone..bt when i syg..camni la jdnye..mcm argh!blk2 plkn happy nk jumpa suma especially u..bt tgk2 kt ms u da ade bf..wtf man?selama ni i kene main..mmg btul ckp kwn i..menyesal i bantah dia gle2..n im sry kt dia sbb i bantah..serius x tau ape nk ckp..mmg x sangka org mcm u..da berubah..jd lg teruk..n bkan i je kate..suma kate..da knal sejak darjah 5 lg..n kita da jd bestfriend..n da ske same ske..and..ahhh..mls mls mls..u make me hate the word LOVE u noe that?im really dissapointed..seriusly i am..x sangka..i gle rindu u yg dlu..n i still love u..bt the old u..i really,seriusly hate the new you..dlu ur my everything..bt nw ur nothing..

phew

i finally have some of my friends back..im so happy.. :) i hope i can make them happy always coz i want that the most.. :) but now that one of my problems is cleared..more problems came..hurrmm..i wish i can just live with my friends n nobody else..i want to go to a place where i can be at peace..no problems,no worries,no misunderstanding..just be happy all the time..i really want that..i want to be the one i used to be..like last year..last year was a blast..last year was the best year of my life..having great time with my friends..i hope soon i can feel like last year again..i really hope that..

plkn

darn!dpt dkt gle!sepang je kot!aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!nk jauh..far far away..away from home..away from everything..aaaaa...benci benci..hmm..at least i still can stay away from everyone..i hope i have new friends there..i really hope i can 4get everything n start a new life..

im done

rei,i pun stupid jgk..sbb sekati je ckp org backstabbing mcm i nie baek sgt..padahal i yg setan..dnt worry..aisyah n fiqa mesti maafkan rei one day..bt me..i dnt think they'll 4give me..suma da start benci i..and to all gbs..im out of the group k?i dnt deserve..i think fr nw..i need to be alone..i x ble handle suma da..i just can't..more n more i lose myself..time by time..i can't..i xnk tba2 meletup..i nk korang happy..n whenever happens..GB is the best family i've ever had..seriusly..i've never felt so comfortable more than anywhere else than GB..u guys like my family..i love u guys so much..bt nw im out..dnt ask why..just get on with ur life..n live a happy life..i really hope korang baek2 blk..n bring GB back to life..to aisyah n fiqa..im really really sry..mmg patut u guys dissapointed in me..coz im a jerk..suma korang ckp psl i..suma btul..no doubt..im sry for everything..jgn kluar gb..pls stick together..as a family..n rei to..pls..im begging u guys..please..n yeah..i'll never forget the times we had a hell of a time together..i wont forget it..pls guys..bring gb bck together..

unplan gathering

yesterday was so fun i tell u..i have a great times with my friends..at first..me and rei go to syed to have a drink while waiting afiq fecthing syami..rei told me about her problems..damn so pity of her..then..those two bitches finally came(afiq & syami).. :P then we go to nandos to give a 'surat benti keje' to the manager..rei was so cold..she gave the letter then just walk out..im so impressed.. :P then we went into afiq's car..we have no 'arah tuju'..just round and round around shah alam..then i give an opinion..'jom pg bkt 12'..then all like 'jommm!!! :D'..then rei ask afiq to stop at a shop to buy a 'kuaci' to eat it while hang out at bkt 12..finally..we reach our destination..waaahhhh...best.. :D then we talk talk while eating kuaci & listen to syami's musics..then syami called ayu to come there..nt long after that..ayu came with azraa..we were so happy seeing each other..bcoz for a long long time we dnt see each other.. :D then i walked along & climbing trees around the place.. :D then ayu came to me..asking me whether im ok..in my heart..i was more than ok..bt i've said to her that im just ok..hee.. :P then nisa came..with foot..haha..pity for her little foot.. :P then we gather n talk..n laugh.. :P after that,petak came..we were like wow..like gathering.. :D then all of us hungry..zara & rei got to buy some food..afiq & syami go to fetch afiq's brother from tusyen..then petak wants to go home to take his car..a minute after that..amer came with his mother's angsa.. :P so cool while his driving.. :D then left amir,me,ayu & nisa at bkt 12..we were taking pictures while they gone..so much fun...i was like a real photographer.. :P a half an hour later,they finally came..except for afiq..afiq go to buy big apple for his family..so nice of him.. :P they we started eating..there got nasi goreng daging merah & abc..i was so full..phew.. :O then afiq came..shocking..he ate so little.. :O then zara plays her xaxau songs..me and syami dance all day.. :D then nisa wants to drive zara's car..hope her feet reach the accelerator.. :P then me,syami n afiq rush to afiq's car to chase nisa.. :D when we found nisa..afiq challenge her to race..i was like..bring it on.. :D nisa in foward..afiq is in reverse..so crazy.. :D and of course nisa won coz she was in foward..naseb la nisa! :P then petak came with his v-100..he repaired the bike's breaks..then i ride it around the place..so fun.. :D then afiq play his xaxau song..again..syami n me dance.. :P then suddenly rei change it to a slow song..naseb baek lagu yg aku ske.. :D then we listen the song..n sang..we were having so much fun.. :) it was 7 o'clock..then nisa,ayu n zara went home..left me,rei,amir,petak n afiq..then amir take petak's bike to 'isi minyak'...we waited him for about half an hour..finally amir came..with a side mirror broken..gns btul amir nie.. -.-' then motor plak taley start..haish..satu2..then for about 15 minutes trying to start the bike..amir succeed to started the bike.. :D all relief n went bck home..except for me,rei,afiq,syami,amir n zara.. :P

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company

today..i mean yesterday..im all alone at home..im so lonely.. -.-' all of my friends go hang out except me..hurmm...i dont mind..they deserve to have fun right? :) bt one of my friends go to pahang with her family and cousins..i miss my friends..when i was watching tv..my friend called me and wanna hang out with me..im so happy coz finally i get to hang out with my friends..bt not all..the usual friends i hang out with..irfan,zamir and zack..these 3 friends always invite me to go to mamak restaurant..although its nt fun to hang out..bt its fun bcoz i got to hang out with my 3 bestfriends.. ;)

p/s : seriusly,i talk crap oh.. o.O

people who i love

theres a lot of friends..but not all the same..and my friends is perfect..i love my friends so much..especially afiq..ssshhh..pffftt :P just kiddin..everybody loves him and everybody wants to be him..really.. :D ok..back to the topic..i have many friends..but not all of my friends are close to me coz they have their own lyfe..but there is several people who are i really love..afiq,syami,reihana,aisyah,irfan,ain,ayu..these are my friends who always be there for me..there are more..but these are the closest..they always be there when im down..and they also try their best to make me again when im down..these are the friends i need for my entire life..as long as i have them..im ok..my friends are the friends who i cant find in any world..thnk god i found them..seriusly..gle syg u guys..GB always there for me too..but some of them busy with their life..i dont want to interupt..so,let them be right?but if i have my close friends..im ok..coz they always take care of me..till now..thx guys..i really apreaciate it..syg kamu suma.. :)

dream girl

my dream girl.
liyana from estrella..shes totally cute..i adore her..A LOT..i wish she'll be mine..my life will be perfect.. 8->

sux life

my life was perfect when i with her..suddenly,somthin came up..i try to be patient all the time..bt after a long time,i cant anymore..im ending up breaking with her..thats when my sux life begins..my mood start to change to anger all the time..sometimes without any reasons...i dnt noe what had happen to me..im really confused..bt that just one of my problem..my friends,some of them..i dnt noe whats their problem..some i dnt noe where they gone to..they hang out n have fun without inviting me anymore..it really hurts me..imagine,ur close friend..do that to u..i noe its like a kid acting like that..but then again..we're cant sure that we can meet again coz we're going to adultland n going to university..n some yell at me whenever they like to..im nt a toy u noe..n some dnt reply any of my im n messages..i have nothin left..i have only my friends..bt my friends do that to me..really..it hurts me a lot..i dnt want u to pity of me..i just want u guys to understand me..there is more i want to talked about..but im lazy to..so,this just it..

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2009

2009.
must be a wonderful year.thats wat all people are saying..but i can't agree with that..why?there is too many reasons..hurmmm..i thought it was gonna be a blast year when i celebrated the new year event..i was wrong though..too many people miserable...including me..yeah..i know..some of my friends know bout me..but no one noe the truth bout me..thats all im gonna say..2009 sux to me..for now..i dnt noe whether later on would be a great day for me..i'll just have to wait n see..clock is ticking..our death is coming..